Sometimes I think Im lonely! But I have come to realise that it is not the right description of what Im feeling. Because Im not lonely. My life is filled to the brim with wonderful people that I know all over the world. And sometimes I love being by myself. I crave it. The other morning when I was so so so tired and my better half said to me. Sleep, Ill take Bjarki. It was so nice and I slept for a while, and when I woke up, I heard that they were on their way out so I stayed in bed until I could get out of bed and be by myself in the flat. Eat breakfast and take a shower and just do normal morning things by myself. It was great!
So no Im not lonely. I meet people all the time and I know I can call people up if I need to talk. I dont really know a good english word for it but in swedish you say "sällskapssugen" I just want some company.
This evening I have been at home with my wee man. Im feeling a bit sällskapssugen but so what. I am going to brush my teeth and then lie down next to my wonderful son and fall asleep. Because there is no company that can match that. His little hand that claps my cheek to make sure that Im there next to him.
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